Why Was I appointed to do things
I think Iím incapable of †  
You place a great deal of †
responsibility on Me  

I fight for it, two sides of life †
Everything thatís wrong †
and very little thats right  
You alreally know †
that Iím capable †
Of doing your will †
You choose a broken †
person, Thatís Very ill  

I canít get right, †
I want a normal life    
I wanna knock at doors and scream †
That I know who you are †
But I want things †
that I can see †
Without the like of bars †
Or scars Blasphemy

I donít want †
Rules some days and †
long to be please †
I donít want even that  
Cause With thin seconds †
Iíll be on my knees †

Trying to maintain what Little I have †
Being homeless Doesnít scare me †
Just making you mad †

I am a representative †
of the you the Most Holy and high †
I took a oath until the day I die †
You knew I would fall †
Yet Merciful and your heart †
does not harden †
So many times itís feels like pardon †

But I know You are not to be mocked †
Like a dead corps you will †
Let this body rot †
Iíll never cry to Preachers †
or False nuns who claim †
they Know you, †
Wonít praise No church temples  
Or statues †that show you  

Your invisible to me but †
I know your there †
I have a special God fearing †
That I know I should fear †

You kept me safe from things †
that could or would harm me †
And thereís been plenty of †
nights you came to calm me †
And I am undeserving of all you do †
And in the End †
all I want †
All I need †
Is to serve you my friend. †


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