Black Ocean

I'm fading

A black ocean,
   that's where I reside

I make it angry
    and it attacks me; pushing me in the opposite way of my destination

I cannot breathe

Then again it is me overreacting

First, the waves were slow and soft; comforting

But as I vigorously push the water away it engulfs me
    my pushing angers the ocean

My pleas are not heard but instead covered by the roars of the sea

This angers me

My anger pushes me farther and farther away from the shore

I see people but they do not see me, no matter how loud i scream, or how furiously i wave my hands in the air

They do not see

Instead they are annoyed but the ruckus I am causing

The "peace" i'm disturbing

The Ocean hears their pleas and prayers to get rid of the unknown ruckus
    they are much more powerful than me and its working

I'm drifting like driftwood in a current

Save me

For I am a sinner

Save me

For I am a Lover

Save me

For I am a loser

Save me

For I am a Human, not a fish

Let me walk the land as if i am swimming in the ocean

Let me reside in a peaceful dry home, as a fish would do coral

Let me leave to walk the land meant for me

SEE ME and let me free from this Black Ocean