Watching Me, Watching You

Why do I go there with thoughts
maybe just the pervert on Du
picturing your eyes on me
successful courting this won’t do

Since you arouse me from a far
I think of you closer in the room
stroking while calling your name
one way to deal with Winter gloom

Hoping that as much as I enjoy
the feeling you have another plan
using every inch of my stiffness
craving a fella with a permanent tan

But then what if I walked in on
legs open and exercising the kitty
for sure a challenge if you saw me
on the spot to say something witty

I admit I have already imagined
you enjoying a hard buck
with my eyes glued on you
oh yes some guys have all the luck

A few variations when found out
some that could be bad for me
selfishly I wouldn’t  mind his exit
you to myself fits me to a tee

So In this unusual state
find comfort knowing this
with the most divergent thoughts
my joy is your erotic bliss