Future me

Dear me you are not as beautiful as I thought you would be
 I thought you would glow,- that your smile would Brighten the room I thought that you  would  look in the mirror and see  Greatness but when you look in the mirror you see blankness a empty woman who hides,- a shy timed girl that wears a long sleeve black sweater in 90 degree weather
Dear me - you are not as beautiful as I thought you would be
You actually thought he would marry you you can't even help support your family you can't even look at your self in the mirror without adding makeup
 your friends all forgot about you your a nobody
Dear me you are not as beautiful as I thought you would be