LEARNING COURAGE AND STRENGTH

Why when you look at me that you don't see any changes, being made deep, within the depth of my spiritual soul and subconsciousness of my mind. Letting you know what I feel the most within the very deepness that, is swirling around in the abyss of my mere subconsciousness of memories that have become lost within time. Where many of my silent thoughts creeps through the mist of the night air conditioning, my heart and exposing the hurt within the chambers of my being. For truly it is apparent to me mentally that you, didn't really know the me that I am as a woman for why would you disregard the fact that I truly loved you. Even more than I loved myself and I would do anything for you out of my love for you as a strong woman. Yet you left me alone and afraid and abandon to wonder through, the stairways and gateways of my thoughts that was once of us. But yet I am standing here looking at my own reflection, within the mirror image of thyself questioning my heart and soul, for ever truly trusting and believing in someone who is less than a man. But you see instead of putting all the blame on me I am determined as a strong, and intelligent and proud woman to fight and stand as I know I shall overcome the adversities of your invisible love. Even though this madness and insanity hangs over my head, as it seems to reach deeper than words can describe or explain, but yet beneath the surface of my subconsciousness. Echoing through the darken night I have found my strength to become a better woman because of you. As I silently dig deep and hard into thyself, for what you failed to realize is that I am worthy of being treated, like a woman who has become transform into A BEAUTIFUL BUTTERFLY AND A QUEEN through this transformation of a love storm.