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a girl named ashley
so this is a story of a little girl
who came to this cruel world
full of joy and wonder
but now she hides under her covers
she has trauma something that shouldn't have happened
she wanted to be loved by her family maybe he thought this was funny maybe he was laughing
she doesn't remember a lot of memories or when it started
just little memories here and there
she was a lonely girl
was she groomed she don't know maybe?
has was pretty with long curls
that's when she was approached or attacked
she remembers the pulling of her arm
remember not wanting to go with him
he has done a sin
she remembers the harsh kisses
she remembers laying down and doing what she was told
she remembered that there was no escape
it would happen or and over again
she never screamed or yelled
she just let it happen
thinking it will all be over soon
so she could pretend it never happened
not knowing latter in life the trauma would follow her
different faces but same situations
not understanding what was going on with her body
why did she have these sexual urges?
urges that seem to overpower her
she didn't understand how ashamed she felt
pleasuring herself because even as an adult
she felt it was wrong and dirty
how she doesn't trust men mostly older men
thinking someone will hurt her
thinking that the only thing that is of value is her body
this is what the world showed her
that she was never safe
who came to this cruel world
full of joy and wonder
but now she hides under her covers
she has trauma something that shouldn't have happened
she wanted to be loved by her family maybe he thought this was funny maybe he was laughing
she doesn't remember a lot of memories or when it started
just little memories here and there
she was a lonely girl
was she groomed she don't know maybe?
has was pretty with long curls
that's when she was approached or attacked
she remembers the pulling of her arm
remember not wanting to go with him
he has done a sin
she remembers the harsh kisses
she remembers laying down and doing what she was told
she remembered that there was no escape
it would happen or and over again
she never screamed or yelled
she just let it happen
thinking it will all be over soon
so she could pretend it never happened
not knowing latter in life the trauma would follow her
different faces but same situations
not understanding what was going on with her body
why did she have these sexual urges?
urges that seem to overpower her
she didn't understand how ashamed she felt
pleasuring herself because even as an adult
she felt it was wrong and dirty
how she doesn't trust men mostly older men
thinking someone will hurt her
thinking that the only thing that is of value is her body
this is what the world showed her
that she was never safe
Published 20th Nov 2020
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21st Nov 2020 4:32am
Great sad poem. I sorry this person went through that bad experience. Keep on writing.
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22nd Nov 2020 4:43pm
just takes time this healing process is not easy is poetry can be used as a form of therapy and sad but trauma affects us in a way where are thinking is that way i think when your put in a situation especially at a young age its not something you can just get out of there's nightmares and constant reminders and you would do anything to just forget
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