CHANGING

WHY IS IT THAT I CANT SEEM TO GET OUT
MY LIFE IS A WRECK PEOPLE TALK I SHOUT
IM SICK AS FUCK TIRED AND SCARED
MY HEART IS TATTERED AND MY WORLD NOT SHARED
I GIVE EVERYTHING AND THE WHOLE WORLD TAKES
MY LIFE WILL SOON BE DONE BUT BEFORE NO ONE SPARED
THEY TOY WITH ME EMOTIONAL ABUSE
BUT REALLY LACKING IS AN EXCUSE
MY PAIN IS A DAILY ROUTINE
NOT MEANT FOR THE UNSEASONED AND GREEN
I DWELL IN DARKNESS UNBRIDLED NIGHTMARES
I AM THAT WHICH SHADOWED THOUGHTS CALL DISPAIR
WHEN THE SHRILL SCREAMS OF INSANITY
MAKE YOUR EARDRUMS EXPLODE
THAT IS MY FURY IT UNLOADS
FUCK INNOCENTS SOON THEY'LL BE CORRUPT ANYWAY
THIS IS MY INDEPENDANCE DAY
ALL OF THEM WILL PAY THE TOLL
EVEN NOW I DRESS TO CONTROL
AT THE END OF THIS ILL LOSE MY IMORRTAL SOUL
THIS FUCKED UP STATE
I DOUBT WITH REGULAR LIVES YOU COULD RELATE
SO WITH EMPTY WORDS I SALUTE
BUT MY MINDS MADE UP IM RESOLUTE
GOODBYE ABUSIVE SOOTHE SAYERS
ILL TRY TO REMEMBER TO MENTION YOU IN MY PRAYERS
MY KNEES ARE BRUISED FROM BOWING DOWN
YOU ARE NOT MY KING YOU DESERVE NO CROWN
DISTRACTED IVE BEEN BUT STUDIOUS IN
THE ART OF DESEPTION THE REALITY OF HOMICIDE
THE HUNGER I MUST FEED I CAN NO LONGER MY TRUE FORM HIDE
SO TAKE ME MY GOD STAINED AM I WITH BLOOD
THE CROWN OF THORNS AROUND MY HEAD CHAINS AROUND MY LIMBS
THE LIGHT IN MY HEART THE LOVE IT DIMS
ROARING FROM WITHIN THE TRANSFORMATION DOES BEGIN