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Dear Diary,

Iím grown woman with the mental age of a twelve year old tween.
 
Iíve started reading and writing poetry. Dont ask. I donít know why? Kind of wish I was better at it. There are a shit ton of people on here who know what theyíre doing. Iím not one of them.

I ate my weight in cookies today because I was mad. Super mature decision. Iím sure Iíll throw them up later.

Iím working over time to present the world a nice version of me. Epic. Fail. I want a drink and I wish I smoked. But thatís dumb Iíd just end up with a headache and stinky breath. Still wanna do it.

I have a husband but I want a boyfriend. Is that bad? Thatís probably bad. Moving on.

I saw a girl I went to high school with last week. Cheer leader. 🙄
She got fat. 😀

 I still felt ugly and geeky in her presence, even after all these years. Psychologically I know thatís dumb. Realistically I know Iíll never change.

Went to Walmart for something Target didnít sell I canít remember what it was now. Self check out wanted 5Ę for the bag! I pressed 0 for number of bags. Used one anyway. Then felt too guilty and told the store manager. He didnít charge me. He was nice. I probably would have had me choke up the nickel.

I sure hope they open movie theatre's again. If I have to forfeit another hour of my life searching for a Netflix original that doesnít suck Iím going scream blue murder!

God my life is boring! I should go for a walk. Maybe I could get inspired and write a nature poem. That would be a switch. Eh! Who am I kidding? Iím not going outside.

Well Diary, I will close for now. I have laundry to fold, a dishwasher to load and furniture to NOT dust.
Write you again soon.

Love,
Honoria





Honoria
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If I had ever kept a diary Iím pretty sure this is the bullshit nonsense Iíd write in it. This submission will delete in three days. If youíd care to share your diary entries before then Iíd be happy...
If I had ever kept a diary Iím pretty sure this is the bullshit nonsense Iíd write in it. This submission will delete in three days. If youíd care to share your diary entries before then Iíd be happy to commiserate with you.
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