my world/my head

i cannot believe i’ve lost all my senses  
darkness covers me i fall underneath    
countless broken promises    
   
i tremble i shake i crumble to the floor    
from the weight of my mistakes    
i hesitate to say i’ve been there before    
   
our future always seemed so bright    
living in the dark i feared the light    
yet i tried so hard to do her right    
   
the hardest part is not being by her side    
she fights the reasons why    
she might believe the lies    
   
i always hide and cover up the hurt inside    
from this hell inside my mind    
where all my pain & suffering resides    
   
i can’t wrap my head around the notion    
over a year of constant devotion    
gone instantly from destructive emotions    
   
i need you now more than you know    
just let me know before you go    
if you’re ever coming back home    
   
show me that true love isn’t dead    
i lost you because i got stuck inside my head    
let me prove that i won’t fuck things up again    
this can’t be where our story ends    
   
id walk from detroit to argentina    
with a bad case of lymphodema    
if i knew it was where you’d be    
do with this love as you please    
dima you mean the world to me