Blindness

Falling through another hole
something on my mind
I have no clue what to do
why am i in this place?
how did i get here?
why do i do theses things i do?
can you help me like you used to?
Damn,
again
were chilling and talking
you lean over
BAM
fucking nights that i miss
your gone and im here
left to clean up the mess you left alone
you will come back to me
but then you up and leave again
come on and for once stay with me
let me be yours and yours alone
keep that maryjane to yourself
i dont want to share her
and i sure as hell know you dont either
if your going to come back to me drunk
go fuck your ex!
you bring me on a roller coaster ride
this amusement park is closed
the next one over there is wide open
keep away for once and let the old cuts heal over
they need to scar so i dont bleed to death
if you ever loved me or had a mutual feeling for me
you would fuck off.
maybe im a blind fool
but even blind fools are able to live and love
they are even aloud to have friends who care
people
who will
not leave them
for the next chick
if there was a chance that you could love me again
im not willing to take it again
im sorry
but these cuts are going to close before i let the pain get to me
if i am always going to you for healing
i am going to have more scars to explain to people
dont let your blindness keep you at bay from the light
the light may always be dimmer or brighter
it depends where you look