odd-ball syndrome

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I will never have that which I need  
a product of neglect  
still haunts and follows me  
 
I is-as I am believing as any child would  
only under the right circumstances  
and with different points of view  
 
Holding fast to that which I value  
the old days still ring true  
a lonely tv upbringing gone    
it’s all I ever knew  
 
I was raised by the idiot-box  
the television or TV  
everything I learned came from  
The “Cunningham” family  
 
The “cable-guy” a funny movie  
I never told anyone made me cry  
you can learn a lot from an idiot-box  
I personally identify