Depression

Immediately following a successful fap session
My mighty meat hallowing, now post nut depression
The clarity of mind that comes from blowing ones load
Last only mere seconds, like the thickest of chode
I don't want to cum, I want to arrive
To some sort of meaning, in this meaningless life
I contemplate for hours as to why I feel sad
My semen void mangos are now shriveled nads
Eventually I realize what's been lacking, what's been wrong
I just need another cock wacking, so once again I pull out dong