SHE'S GONE

 
I'm feeling half dead like I took my last breath
Since you left I'm still standing where you last stepped
I'm unhappy, stuck at a stand still
Actually surprised that I can even stand still
After all this time and all the memories we made and all the years invested
How can you just throw it away
Just go ahead and give up on us and turn your back on me
Facts is facts, I can tell when I'm not wanted
But I can't justify or believe how you could just up and leave so effortlessly
Now everyday spent my ex be stressing me
I wake up to a nightmare, yes indeed
I've gotta get it together and try my best to breathe
But I'm a basket case and I'm torn to pieces cause she's gone and I need her
Please Jesus tell me have you seen her
She's all that I think of, she's the one that I still live for, but she's gone
I never imagined my life without you
I'm about to flash out cause I'm here without you
Everything that I did was never done without you
Never did I doubt you, I was all about you
Now I'm down and out, lost and lonesome and I'm falling down
No longer talk to no one, I'm out of bounds
But my love never lost an ounce and since she's gone I don't laugh out loud
I'm trapped in an unhappy home and these feelings won't leave me alone
It's senseless to want something that don't want you
Forgive my wrongs, don't let the thought of me haunt you
Do you ever miss me? Do you or don't you?
Ain't a day goes by that I don't want you
I just want you to want me but your gone and I see
She's all that I think of, she's the one that I still live for,  but she's gone and I'm alone