THE GAME OF CAT AND MOUSE

Do you see ME through your own eyes as you see ME through my hurt and pain, do you see the steps I had to learn and grow to understand wholeheartedly that sometimes life gets the best of me. Do you see the reason why I am the way that I am due to the absence of love and honor and respect, even though I have a good heart and soul yet I am treated as though I don't even exist. As an individual who still has love deeply within my heart, yet I chose to remain silent within the dead of the night amongst the darkness that surrounds me, like a blanket silhouette submerge deep within the depth of the darkness. Do you see the tears stains upon my face as I try to hide my feelings, and emotions and thoughts as I have now become afraid of sharing my heart and soul again, as they were broken into tiny little bits of broken glass. For it is definitely not easy trying to live life and remain open to the idea, that love does exist as it is touching the depth of the heart and soul yet if that is true. Why do people pretend to care about you yet deep beneath the surface, you are merely a pawn in their wicket game of cat and mouse in a mind game. For do you see the people who have come across my paths as there has been many, pretending to be someone who understands the true meaning of compassion and love and honor and respect. Yet only later to be reveal as the devils in human skin wearing a mask as an disguise to try to fool me again.