Who Am I Even Talking To Anymore?

I live and breathe under your skin
I knock at the door but you won't let me in

Am I really here or am I make believe?
People these days will tell you anything.

I'm somewhere between losing my mind and finding my soul,
But dancing, leaping, and praising feels like I've lost control.

It's a dark world I've birthed a moonlit sky
The lull of soothed spirits will be your lullaby.

Hush, hush, child, mama will keep you safe
I'd sacrifice everything I am so your light will never fade

My inner voices steer me down all these haunted roads
When all I ever needed your shining mirrors staring into my soul.

If I could make time stand still I would hold you forever
But it was my own horrid mistake that made us not be together