Not Worried

Not worried about who is loving you. You choose your words wrong, when God made me he made strong, because struggle and pain lifted me up where I belong. So who is worried, you can kill that thought in hurry.   My head is out of the fog my vision is no longer blurry.  Yes I  love you but it doesn't matter,  I  won't stroke your ego so your head to get fatter.  
Never believed you love me so I wouldn't allow you to say a word to me or hug me.    Me worried about who loving you I won't let it bug me. You see that mask I wear it's  symbolic of how fake love has turned my heart ugly.   Yes I was not perfect,  but you loving me it was worth it.  Now I buried my love  for you,and you or God could never unearth it.  You think that I can't see. That you are still love with me. Out of sight out of mind,  my love for you is my sight. And I am not blind.    I cover up you can't see my face. But the man behind the mask you can't replace. And that place you have in your heart for me. No man can fill that space. I have love and respect for myself, you can run but I  won't chase. I love you but you prove to me you wasn't worth the wait.  Your love was so sweet it was worth the taste.  So don't  play with my head. You know when I stand before you. You will end up in my bed. I may not be there but remember I'm not dead.   Yes I  have change my heart and mind is not filled with drama.  Yes I love you but but I am not worried about a thing  mama.
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