Fingies

When I'm reaching
Doors slamming on my fingies
And its ouchies
My heart is racing
And Its thudding
BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM
All I see are zombies
In my shadows
There are no safe places
no place to hide
Hold myself together
Too tight i fall apart
Lost adrift in melancholy
Lonely island burden
Alexa play me hot garbage
Ariel Bloomer spittin' truth
It lost its charm
Where's my group
When I need them
Can't blame them
Can I blame me?