deepundergroundpoetry.com

I am

I battled through the darkness
And made it to the light
Iím better now
Right?
 
I made it through
Iím still here
But I canít help notice  
That Iím not quite clear
The traumas still stuck to me
Building to a pyre
They all said they cared
And turned into liars
 
I kept myself here
But I still feel the scars
Of breaking bones with their sticks and stones
That I might ever know love again
And when I was done
Iíd barely stand the sight
Of what Iíd become
In this horrible rite
 
I made it through
But at what cost
Still always comparing
This weight that Iím bearing
So tiny and yet
Still im despairing
 
First Second Third Fourth
These are ranks Iím reaching for
Fifth Sixth Seventh Eighth
And yet Iím told I must still wait
For Iím never to be wanted
Forever to want
Doomed ever to care
For most uncaring
 
But I made it
Right?  
 
What doesnít kill you makes you stronger
Guess I died back then
Canít deny it any longer
Just do it again
Closer and closer to a warmonger
The very thing I fear
 
I am broken
And I did it  
to my
self
Thyn_Bandwagon
Written by Thyn_Bandwagon (Drew Jenkins)
Published | Edited 19th Nov 2020
Author's Note
Originally Created: October 14, 2020
All writing remains the property of the author. Don't use it for any purpose without their permission.
likes 1 reading list entries 1
comments 2 reads 129
Mssukser
Commenting Preference: 
The author encourages honest critique.

Latest Forum Discussions
COMPETITIONS
Today 8:41am by Josh
SPEAKEASY
Today 8:40am by RiAN
SPEAKEASY
Today 8:37am by Northern_Soul
SPEAKEASY
Today 8:36am by Northern_Soul
COMPETITIONS
Today 6:11am by RiAN
SPEAKEASY
Today 4:13am by EdibleWords