Origami [A schizophrenic tale]

I've folded bodies like origami,
slowly mentally unraveling the evil that's inside me
saying goodbye to the iron seas
never felt a Farwell so diseased
I drained the vessels of rust
it was unfair but in my life a must
my childhood was a commandship with
a double bladed deck-hand
 a cut-throat captain and a borderline
yes man
condemning common crews
codependent on comparable conversations,
corroborate a convincing confluence,
can't commend camaraderie coming carelessly can you?
now my company comes and goes with a few knives still wedged in their backs
can you blame me, I escaped my floating deathtrap and I awoke on an island with the wind still waving that disastardly flag
Names change but DNA doesn't
sad truth comes from all the mind raping
I've only become worse from what I was escaping.