Way

I don't have no heartbreaking dramas to share
I don't see it like this

I've had difficult times and many personal problems
I still have them

I still feel like I'm going through fragile ice on deep dark waters
Each step cautious

Even though this inner fear of breaking in
Of collapsing
Makes me flinch and shiver each day

I find myself happy and blessed
I truly am

I learn a lot
One of the recent things is to Breath

My Gosh what a pleasure
Though I'm still not breathing constantly
But sometimes
Feel the air filling my lungs to the very top
What a relieve

And the time when I started to feel myself in my body
Was after like 25 years of living inside it
Like a room without touching it's walls

Now my Soul has the palace, spacious and bright,
Where it feels like Home, sacred and beautiful
That's what my body became

I still have to fight hard and tiresomly
For the right to love myself
But I'm already confident

And that's huge

I know everything and know that it's nothing
I try hard, I always did
I always will


With love,
Silva Somni