No Tears

There are no more tears along my face.
There are no pictures kept “just in case”.
There is no more hope.
It’s all come to a close.

They think we are meant to be.
It’s okay, I’ll make them all see.
I have finally learned how to let go.
How to keep it all in, not let it show.

My heart is no longer in pieces.
My mind is void of the demons.
The voices who plagued me making me blame myself.
The ones who told me it was something I never felt.

Love for someone who didn’t deserve it.
Feelings that make me so very nervous.
I push people specifically to see which ones will stay.
I know I’m heartless because I’m glad they went away.

I’m glad my life wasn’t wrecked by such a mess.
I’m glad I didn’t accept something so much less.
So much less than what I deserved.
It taught me a lot, I have really learned.

I’ve learned what love is, and what it’s not.
I’ve learned some feelings can’t be fought.
I’ve also learned how hard it is to finally walk away.
And when to know goodbye is all there is left to say.