Darkness

Given every drop of blood every tear fall until my eyes are as dry as the desert sands

My fight is as pointless as boxing the wind

My sins stain my soul till the point of Judus unforgettable desire to escape this world

I ask the heavenly Father for forgiveness but in the same breathe sin with my heart like an alcoholic saying I'm sorry while gulping down poison to the only answer he will listen too

The music becomes faint as my ears grows deaf to the sound

I look to the heavens for an answer but the darkness is like blanket of cataracts to my sight im still in darkness please help me