Losing The Waiting Game

hate waiting can’t stand waiting

stop waiting

can’t stop waiting

did i come on too strong or not strong enough
was she just being polite
does she hate me

stop waiting

did i talk too much was i too quiet
did she hate my jokes
was my hair too long or my beard

can’t stop waiting

am i too tall
too fat
too liberal

am i too political or not involved enough
should i have kissed her
or would that have freaked her out

stop waiting

will she send me a kind thanks
but no thanks
or is she ghosting me

can’t stop waiting

should i call or text
will she think I’m
stalking … or insecure

what if i wait a day
will she find someone else
does she already have someone else

did she want me to kiss her
did i say something offensive
did i have bad breath

stop waiting

will she call or text

were my clothes too formal
or too casual
was she disappointed

why am i being such an idiot

does she hate waiting

can’t stop waiting

(C) 2020 Raibeart Bruis