Last true word

I used to use my sentences as a weapon like judges dishing sentences sentenced and imprisoned by his vision that is until I gave it up I don't give a fuck I'm tired of feeling and giving my imagine  
I used to sit meticulously picking how and what to speak on  
Now I just let my finger free form  
It's different when you realise shit will never come from it  
The fact that what I love died make me sick to my stomach so I just  
Scream fuck everything until the heavens rain blood
And humans start to faint  
Im a combustible if nothing left in a tank plus I'm anointed, not like a saint but my conscious create reality  
But still I have no power to change  
What people think  
So that's when the oxygen leaves and goes in the space  
And that's when you see the rotting of leaves animals die  
While nature vomits and leaves  
People distraught  
So I trot with my dick out  
Cause why the fuck not  
It's all pointless.  
This joint is for thoes wondering why when I was so admit.  
Upright about each passage I had to spit  
Now I'm upright saying mother fuck everything
you know why now  
I can't pipe down  
I wish I could flat out stop  
This is a habit  
Fuck everything your opinion  
This platform  
The industry  
The baggage  
Were just a bunch of specs of  
Dust blowing gust out of our asses  
So righteous about our passions  
We could say nigga but damned if you say faggot, we could make fun of religion as long as is not jews or Christians tell Jesus he could suck a holy dick.  
I don't give no fucks about anything anymore everything I know was destroyed.  
Thoes are my last true words  
Fuck y'all.