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I'm guilty of being schizophrenic sometimes I write poems people don't understand
it's when I'm battling delusions you can't see
I'm guilty of feeling too much when you take a slice at me I bleed internally

I won't have you feel sorry for me
I can handle my monsters by writing about them
what I can't handle is being judged for them

she's out of her head I'm going to block her
then pick up her friends like discarded playing cards
shuffle them and I'm all in

bully her publically defame her
then play the victim
the girl who sees demons will take the blame

see the thing that cuts is I'm more than that
I have a kind heart and while my poems may not be your thing
they're from a place of complete honesty

I trap my demons in black and white
so they don't take control in my day to day
how is that I could keep my cool and this woman couldn't or wouldn't?

my feeling is cos people like me just dont matter


Written by crimsin (Unveiling)
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