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I'm very lonely today
I've been so disconnected
I alienated all my close ones
I feel like I'm out to sea with no way back
adrift in the void with no anchor
I miss you guys terribly
when did I stop making connections?
affectionate family I love you
my mind has been playing tricks on me
a since of apathy has confounded me
listless has seen my days fruitless
I'm coming home
DU my family I need you
I never forgot you
even while trapped in my silence
I wanted to reach out
but felt so many miles between us
an abyss I couldn't cross
drifting further and further out
I lost touch
with all of you
I don't want to disappear
as some of my friends have over the years
I love the sanctity of this place
you all have a place in my heart
even when I don't say so
I'm slowly making my way back
to the place I left off
I see some new faces
to all of you hello
this is a place to share all
depression be damned
I'm home
Published 8th Sep 2020
Author's Note
I miss you guys ❤
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8th Sep 2020 3:32pm
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8th Sep 2020 4:01pm
good morning beautiful Dragonfly hugs you tightly I'm starting to feel more myself today I hope it continues I miss you guys 💕
8th Sep 2020 4:19pm
Sending love and light, hugs, cuddles and caring from across the pond
Hear to listen anytime
Love from me to you
Ron xx
Hear to listen anytime
Love from me to you
Ron xx
8th Sep 2020 4:25pm
thank you dearest Ron hopefully I can shake this off... I deeply feel the love you send hugs 💕
8th Sep 2020 4:30pm
I understand living under a dark cloud i call my depression the Shadow monster. I hope soon the clouds part and you are barsking in brilliant Sunshine again
Love Ron xx
Love Ron xx
8th Sep 2020 4:30pm
8th Sep 2020 4:58pm
Dear B,
You’ve never left and most certainly have not been forgotten. Merely resting and getting ready to get back into the swing of things. ❤️H🌷
You’ve never left and most certainly have not been forgotten. Merely resting and getting ready to get back into the swing of things. ❤️H🌷
8th Sep 2020 5:14pm
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8th Sep 2020 8:49pm
You need to ever be here, Beautiful Sister.
There are many who draw strength from Your courage to share in raw honest emotion.
There are many who draw strength from Your courage to share in raw honest emotion.
8th Sep 2020 9:56pm
Much Love and strength
Sending positive vibes your way
Depression is a myth we create in our head when we want to escape our pain
It feels good to isolate it is warm and comforting to say fuck you to everyone without saying a word
Others don't know they dont understand they think we are weak and crazy
No we are not we are ultea sensitive we feel our pain and everyone else's we deal with life differently we have a mission to lift others up to radically change lives with our words It's the mission that compels us to isolate
Be who you are meant to be everyday
Rise with the dawn especially when you don't want to
Wash your hair if you don't have the strength to shower
Put on some light foundation blush and mascara. See yourself you are beautiful and I love you
Go outside with coffee tea and a smoke if you choose
look to the east as the suns beams kiss the sky I will be there here me say good morning Crimson
See me feel me Live free
Much Love V
Sending positive vibes your way
Depression is a myth we create in our head when we want to escape our pain
It feels good to isolate it is warm and comforting to say fuck you to everyone without saying a word
Others don't know they dont understand they think we are weak and crazy
No we are not we are ultea sensitive we feel our pain and everyone else's we deal with life differently we have a mission to lift others up to radically change lives with our words It's the mission that compels us to isolate
Be who you are meant to be everyday
Rise with the dawn especially when you don't want to
Wash your hair if you don't have the strength to shower
Put on some light foundation blush and mascara. See yourself you are beautiful and I love you
Go outside with coffee tea and a smoke if you choose
look to the east as the suns beams kiss the sky I will be there here me say good morning Crimson
See me feel me Live free
Much Love V
10th Sep 2020 10:13am
14th Sep 2020 6:49pm
Heartfelt write. With so much going on recently, many folks are feeling the effects and that DU always offers a channel to express are emotions while still keeping some anonymity.
Hope you are doing OK and have the hope that this too shall pass.
Hope you are doing OK and have the hope that this too shall pass.
14th Sep 2020 8:45pm
hello dearest Wally I can't tell you how much your continued support of my writing means to me...I am usually a lot more involved...I will come back perhaps it's just a time to rest... thank you Wally ❤
