My Best Friend

The moon taunts me
Glowing gracefully in the sky
Casting shadows on what should be another moment of bliss.
Instead our bridge
Where we left love notes in spray paint,
Is scribbled out with tear streaked vision
And senseless screaming at the night sky.
The wind feels calm and soothing,
But it whispers how foolish I am.
To think that my selfish thoughts
Of "just one more kiss" would satisfy the aching need in our hearts.
There's a hole in my chest when you're not with me,
And I hear your restless mind echoing in my fitful dreams.
I feel you in my bones
As my body screams that these are the wrong pair of arms holding me.
I curse the day I ever made a single tear fall from your beautiful eyes...
Your smile is burned into my mind
Like a thousand suns.
You pulled me from the darkness
Just for me to run back to what I knew.
Now I miss you...