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Life Decimated By Truest True Love / A True Confessional, Truly
Now old, (chronic) diseased, and and no longer
"desirable" as pertains to intimacy. One might
say
"Time. Time Time wha'th'Fuck has become of
Me?"
Well, kids........my Me has always been an ill'usion.
and when ye Believe ill'usion(s) be Real, they
turn into (like magic!) De-lusion(s).
(d'ye dig what I'm sayin'?)
Now, looky here. I don't pre'tend to
know
what's going on? To do so would be
just a bit pre'tentious. (Better to pretend
to be pretentious).
This hole 2020 has been a hallucination
of disinterpretive pro'portion.
Actually, things started gettin wild'like weird'Reality on Sept 15, 2019, for the first time, I got busted during my daily explosion of grief at the death of my
dear (daughter), Leah Marie. Just wrong place, wrong time, wrong medicine.
And pow! Sixteen Hours Naked (erroneously judged 'suicidal') In A Filthy St Johns County Hoos'gow cell. A new career as jailbird at 67 years old. Wow. And,
thanks to CHF and kidneys, would spend 5 months, (wit 2 brief 'breaks') in inpatient hospitalization in the coming new year.
Well, Elizabeth, I'm sure you had no idea how insane 'my life' would become upon your insane disappearing act from the greatest love either of us had (mutual agreement, reaffirmed Every Day til the night before you left), ever.
One way or t'other, Love will decimate human lives either through insanity or death. One can never really win this bloody game, (can one?),
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaxxx
2020sept6-dkzkpoompluspixture
Published 7th Sep 2020
| Edited 9th Sep 2020
Author's Note
Deny everything! No exceptions.
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7th Sep 2020 1:19am
there's always that moment in time when things change for the worse than that nobody sees it coming
Yep...."always".
PS. not that it matters, but tweaked on the piece a bit a minute ago,
PS. not that it matters, but tweaked on the piece a bit a minute ago,
7th Sep 2020 1:51am
Got it. Deny,obfuscate and redirect everything. Sounds like a plan.
regards,
buddhakitty
regards,
buddhakitty
7th Sep 2020 10:07am
7th Sep 2020 2:43am
Shit continues to happen, no matter what we do. So we all try to stay positive even though we all know that before long we'll all be dead and gone....................................
7th Sep 2020 8:28pm
Think we have to acknowledge the dark side. Sweeping it under the rug not especially wise. Positive and negative are both illusions. If we "believe" in them, they become the lethal delusions, as is evidenced in human behavior for as long as human has been the superior species. (now, there's a delusion for ye! ).......
& the beat goes on.....
& the beat goes on.....
This is when it would help to remember agreeing to be here in the first place. And, no, I certainly don't recall it. Such knowledge would come in handy explaining some of the method to the madness that is being here.
No natter what, we have to let go of this and that, him or her --- sometimes before we are ready to, prepared for it, or feel as though we were just getting started.
No natter what, we have to let go of this and that, him or her --- sometimes before we are ready to, prepared for it, or feel as though we were just getting started.
7th Sep 2020 8:18pm
Unfortunately, that is a most unpopular perspective among the general global populace. Always has been that way.
Look at poor Jesus. He probably hadn't completed his "ascent" to heaven, than his teachings were being perverted, tied to political agendas, used as "reasons" for mass oppression and violence, the plundering of riches, etc.
The meek shall inherit more pain, suffering, and death.
But i just may have spent most of my "life" wrong about everything. Who cares?
Look at poor Jesus. He probably hadn't completed his "ascent" to heaven, than his teachings were being perverted, tied to political agendas, used as "reasons" for mass oppression and violence, the plundering of riches, etc.
The meek shall inherit more pain, suffering, and death.
But i just may have spent most of my "life" wrong about everything. Who cares?
7th Sep 2020 12:38pm
9th Sep 2020 11:15am
