Lonliness is Committed To Me

Consecrate,
my loneliness by
 the fireside, where harmony circles,
with the East wind,  
over blackened seas
 that roar,  for endless hours, upon days.  
 
Bury my lonely ways
 in silence,  with
the sound of stillness,  
beneath carved
monoliths that bear
the philosophy
of my  youth.  
I need no one  
 
Let the gullible
sing my dirge, without emotion,  covered
in the robe of winter,
over gray grasses with sharp edges slicing
their needs when
they try to flee.  
 
I want to hear them blaspheme prayer
for the loss of my once rooted hope,  
it's timid steps I
thought appeared
graceful now  fallen
 upon open wasteland  
 
Swallow me,
let me steep in
the smell of the
undying where pale
stars loose their
shine behind muted shades of a once
happy moon  
 
Rebirth me
like she is, solitary,
yet never lonely.  
I watch her descend
with evening over
ground where solemn pine rots.
  
I will  overlook serenity and dream of that,  too soft downy skin  
I once touched.

Unite me with my one wish that is to be alone yet never lonely.