Last night wasn't a dream; I thought it wasn't real,
Yet pain really hurts and this is how I feel.
Great memories keep coming back but so do all of the tears.
I hear your voice and smile then it quickly disappears.
I don't know what is happening, because you always held my hand.
You said you would never let go, that is what I don't understand.
You never made a lot of promises and you did your best to make sure none of them was broken.
Except this one, it left me lost and confused; hard to breathe feels like I'm choking.
On all the things I wanted to say.
Now I can't find my way.