insane

sometimes in the past
some moments were a blast
you would just say things that would get me annoyed
a lot of times you were the one I tried to avoid

if you think about it everything just been crazy
some memories a little bit hazy
my first memory of our encounter together
which reminds me to never say never

you kept picking at me over a stupid hat
we had a quick little chat
you got me close and you kiss me
but your girlfriend at the time didn't see

at the moment I guess I was in shock and mad at the same time
I believed that you had to have crossed a line
this girl was my friend
so here where it ends

so I got mad and told her as any friend should
back then I was actually good
so years go by
I ended up with this other guy

which had an ex-girlfriend that I didn't like
some many times I wish she would just take a hike
so since she still wanted to talk to my man
I came up with a plan

so I guess you guys were together
but I was more clever
I told her, oh you're dating him, yeah I know him from school
I thought I was so cool

she got mad
it doesn't make me sad
because I got sweet revenge
it went off with a henge

we had our moments here and there
but also I was in fear
I know you had an open relationship didn't really understand then what that was
I didn't want to get caught up

so I push you away
I didn't care what u say
more time goes by
I swear all of this is not a lie

so I had another friend
I swear I'm in a deep end
so you wanted her number so I didn't think anything much about it
so I just let it happen and sit

so me and you were talking for those three days
right about now wish I could blaze
so we were going to meet again
I was totally zen

before I do something with you
I guess this where I became the fool
I went to tell her since were all friends
I figure we have no secrets that will hurt us in the end

so at first, she seemed fine
but that was a lie
she got mad at me
we didn't speak for a week

to her you were hers
and she was yours
after that, I grew so mad
and also so sad

I didn't want anything to do with this situation
so I disappeared with no hesitation
but now we're talking once more
like seriously what did I get myself into oh lord

I'm not going to lie there was always some attraction
I'm not sure what is suppose to be the reaction
but the trust is not there
there are still things I fear

you always made me laugh even when I'm supposed to be mad
I'm not sure if it's good or bad
I guess for the time being I have to keep you as a friend
since there are things I need to fix within myself i guess well see what happens in the end