Break free

Still breathing and still grieving,
still seething to break free
from all that I let deceive me.
I've been given another day though,
to grow and live and give however I can
however bland and harrowed I feel,
to learn to stand still when situations
which seem so unreal
begin to take their toll
on an already unstable saddened soul..
only I can release control
to save myself and
 escape from this hole I've been
held up in so long again..