DISGUISED

i’ve disguised
my demise
so just please
close your eyes
no matter how
hard you try
distance divides
you can’t save
me this time

give up on me &
who i used to be
in the name
of our love’s
sweet melody
in the wake of
my mistakes
in my memory

there’s nothing left
to see or contemplate
let me be the casualty
let me demonstrate

you stitched
up my heart
but now it
all fell apart

im numb to the pain
unable to feel at all
dumb to let my mind
succumb to the downfall

true love mutilated
the second you walked away
intoxicated by the way
my heart began to decay


the wall that i’ve built
 is starting to rust
every flower that wilts
just reminds me of us

i can’t see your face
i hate the way
 it just brings me pain
i had to step away
i’ll never be okay

i’m so sorry
i wish there was
another way
what id do
for another day
i won’t say that
i need you

yet again
alone at 3AM
nobody knows
how broken i am