I dont care anymore

I'm a bitch,I'm stupid,I'm cold,I'm wrong,I'm numb
Fuck you,why won't you hear me screaming at night
Crying every night because you left me alone,you always did
I would love to slit my throat,still have scars from being thirteen
I would love to hang myself,cutting is for wussies
I almost did kill myself a couple times
I would love to commit suicide
How could the moon and the stars fade
How could my eyes go lifeless because of what you did
Fuck cutting,hanging myself seems so much better