"Wanderer"

All alone on a empty street. My dad kicked me out and now I am looking for a place to crash. On my own, I don't feel alone I hear whispers in the back of me. I see a dark figure coming right at me. This is a fucking tragedy that I can't believe. I'm all alone.
I'm slipping, slipping, slipping can't take no more of this pain. My ability to see is distorted shame. I'm broken like a piece of glass, black shadows stalks my flesh. I cry inside and beg for forgiveness, yet my life is still a mess.
Where's my dignity and pride. I did not decide to lay my head on this bed. Sorry to bother you with my drama, my life is just a depressing reck. So much hate, so much terror.
As a child I beg for pleasure, not knowing but wanting to be touched. Can't apologize to me I've already decide to cut away my pain, you can't hurt me again.