THROUGH MY STRUGGLES
Have you ever wondered through the stairway and gateways of your, subconsciousness and begin to ask yourself questions? Just walking and talking to thyself about your own silent inner thoughts, slowly becoming more than just an illusion carrying you away. Psychologically programing your subconsciousness of your thoughts, digging into the depth of your deepest craving of an intellectual subconscious connection of more than, just skin against thy flesh for that one that makes everything alright day or night. As they interrupt your mind touching and feeling the sounds of your heart and soul against there chest. Feeling like an rhapsody of the very chains that bounds you in their present, just by looking into the depth of there eyes of pure seduction, even exhausting your every breath that you try to inhale and exhale. Sometimes leaving you feeling breathless all most feeling invisible to the naked eye and the world, for to understand the realness of what I write and speak only those of you who have been here before can truly understand. For I found through you an end to my struggles of being alone and afraid and abandon, for it is definitely true indeed it is YOU WHO IS THE MAIN REASON TO TRANSCENDING ME, TO AN HIGHER LEVEL OF SELF CONSCIOUSNESS. For I found you through my struggles as you challenge my mind, as you subconsciously open up the subconsciousness of my mind touching, and founding the keys to unlocking the deepness within my heart and soul and mind. Yet silently testing my patience of my heart, for you gave me inspiration for wanting to love you even more for you open me to love through the stairway of my inner thoughts and feelings and words. As we slowly evolve and transcend mentally and emotionally, as we feel that physical connectivity from body and soul and mind as it overwhelms us, as only a human being can feel when they found true meaning of love with true conviction. With insight and subconsciousness of awareness and awakening, for I found in you someone that I've been seeking and searching to be apart of my life, someone more than just an imaginary friend an illusion of make believe. But in you I found my sanctuary and inner thoughts of peace, for I am a firm believer if it is meant to happen then it will continue. To be your subconscious decision to connect with an strong connectivity, as you journey and travel and walk together off into the raising sun leaving, your footprints within the sands of time to be remembered by the tranquil candle lights by the ocean breeze.