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What will it take to get us back to where we were? Back to us when you showed that you care. About us and what we will be. I miss us holding hands, i miss us making plans.  I miss that fact you're not proud to be my man. The fact that we go hours without talking breaks me down. I have to find ways to deal with not having you around.  I'm over thinking, stress eating, gaining weight, can't stand on my own two feet.  Feeling weak, starting to drink cause I'm constantly wondering who makes your heart beat. I don't know if it's safe or dangerous to say,  that I love you more than I love me.