Confused

          CONFUSED
As I lay here thinking of you  
 Just trying to figure out what I should really do
 
Time goes by faster then you know  
  One minute it's all warm like the sun then the chill like the snow  
 
My heart wants only you but has been hurt and is all a mess  
  But when it comes down to it the ball is really in your court I guess
 
As I try to hold on for my love for you is so deep and true
 I can't help but wonder what your thinking, and what you feel, and really want to do
 
I can't help but remember I have  
  been here before  
I try to move past it but just thinking about it still cuts me to the core
 
I'm so confused on what to really do
But when it comes down to it all I really want is you