"Self Admissions" ... A Poem written by Big Virge 1/11/06

This Poem RELEASES .........................
Some TRUE ... Self ADMISSIONS ... !!!

Sometimes I DON'T Listen ...
To Those Who Have WISDOM ... !?!

Sometimes YES I'm RUDE ...
But ... What Can I Do ... ?!?

CHANGE Who I AM ... !?!
To Simply PLEASE YOU ... ?!?

SURELY YOU Have Things ...
You Must ADMIT Too ... !?!?!

But Let's NOT Confuse ...
We've ALL Got ISSUES ... !!!

THIS Poetic Piece Is More About ME ...
And The Things That I SEE ...
That FUEL ... " My Beliefs " ... !!!

I Believe In Relating ...
My Views On Our Nation ...
WITHOUT Separating ...
My Heart From CREATION ... !!!

The Words I Now Use ...
Are Simply ... MY TRUTH ... !!!

They're NOT To INCITE You ...
To ... Dish Out ABUSE ... !!!!!

My Poetic Scripts ...
Are Simply ... " A GIFT " ...
From WAY UP ABOVE ...
So Come With MUCH LOVE ... !!!

But SOMETIMES They Come ...
Like ... BULLETS From GUNS ... !!!

So ... Here's An ADMISSION ...
That Needs NO PETITION ... !!!

Some Things That I Write ...
Are REALLY ... NOT NICE ... !!!

But It's MY BELIEF ...
Sometimes We MUST SEE ...
The Things In Our Lives ...
That Make Us ANGRY ...
Before We Can Find ...
A Place FILLED With PEACE ... !!!

But We ALL MUST Admit ...
This Will Be SOME JOURNEY ... !!!!!!!

One That Will LOSE Some ...
Whose Views AREN'T Worthy ...
of Being A Part of ... " Our Society " ... !!!!!

ADMITTING THAT Feeling ...
Is ... CLEARLY REVEALING ...
A NEED For ACCEPTANCE ...
DEEP INSIDE ... " My Chi " ... !!!

Because EDUCATION ...
AVOIDS ... Separation ...

But I DO Admit THIS ...
Schooling Right Now ...
Has MUCH That Is FOUL ...
ALL These Internet HITS ...
Teachers NEED To ... DISMISS ... !!!

Parents NEED MORE Time ...
To Relate With Their Kids ... !!!

SURELY That's Something ...
WE ALL MUST ADMIT ... ?!?

See SOME Self Admissions ...
Will Make Some Start Thinking ...
That SOME Things ADMITTED ...

ARE BETTER Off ... "hidden" ... !!!

Well CLEARLY They're WILLING ...
To Hide From What's In Them ... !?!?!

Well That's A Position ...
FAR FROM ..... Self Admissions .... !!!!!

Now THIS Is A Subject ...
DEFINING ... Complex ...
Because It's BOUNDLESS ...
Or ... Infinite YES ...
Wth ... NO Simple End ...

See Some of My Text ...
ADMITTEDLY Sends ...
Some ... Back To Their Beds ...
With ... QUITE A COMPLEX ... !!!!!

Because Their ... Poor Heads ...
Can't Deal With GOOD SENSE ...

Now WE ALL Keep Things Hidden ...
Instead of Enlisting ...
OUR WILL To Be FREE ...
With The Things That WE FEEL ... !!!!!

But ...
STILL Have The Cheek To Say ...

"Hey, KEEP IT REAL !"

Well Check Out THIS DICTION ... !!!
You BEST BE Admitting ...
The Things In YOURSELF ...
That DAMAGE Your Health ... !!!

And KEEP You From GRIPPING ...
MORE ... " Knowledge of Self " ...

MORE ... " Wisdom with STEALTH " ... !!!

MORE Feelings INSIDE You ...
To ... REACH OUT And HELP ...

Instead of JUST Living ...
Your Life For YOURSELF ... !!!!!

Well It's MY Self Admission ...
I DO These Things TOO ... !!!!!

But Here Is MY VIEW ...
Sometimes It Is Cool ...
To DO This For YOU ... !!!

Because EVERYBODY ...
CAN'T Deal With THE TRUTH ... !!!

Like Seeing RACISM ...
That ... ALL Of Us USE ... !!!

My Own Self Admission ...
Is ... I DO IT TOO ... !!!!!

But NEVER SUBMITTING ...
To Walking THAT Route ...
Is Where Self Admission ...
Can Make It Seem Cool ... ?!?

By This I'm ADMITTING ...
A WEAKNESS of MINE ... !!!

But Such Self Admissions ...
TOO MANY Are ... MISSING ...
About THEIR OWN MINDS ... !!!!!

We AREN'T ALWAYS Right ...
We AREN'T ALWAYS Strong ... !!!

Sometimes We NEED Time ...
To SEE .............. What is WRONG ................

It's REALLY NOT Weak ...
To Admit That You Weep ...
Or ... ADMIT Sometimes ...
That You FEEL Incomplete ...

I Guess Some Would Say ...
That My Words Are REAL DEEP ... !!!

When All They Are Doing ...
Are ... Moving And Soothing ...
As Well As IMPROVING My Mentality ... !!!

So That My Poetry Can Hopefully REACH ...
A Part of ... " My Psyche " ...
That HELPS Me ... BE FREE .....................

FREE With ... My BEING ...
Now THAT's DEEP To ME ... !!!!!

Now I Have To ADMIT ...
That THIS Poetic Script ...
HASN'T Been Hard To Do ... !!!

Because It's Through LOVE ...
That THESE Words Come To YOU ...

So .... I Hope ....
Now YOU Have Listened ...
Or Just ... READ These Words ...
You Will Now Have Learned ...

How DEEP I Can Be ...
Through Rhyme Driven Prose ...

And A Few ...

.... " Self Admissions " ....