One of my last memories Pt.1 & Pt.2 (double delight of dying)

One of my last memories Pt.1

Hi guys it’s just me.
Back with a bit of poetry.
You know I feel like crying?
You know it feels like I’m dying?

Pay attention to lines and you will know.
I’m dying now but death won't come until it snows.

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One of my last memories Pt.2
As it is painful it is marvelous how slow death takes its toll.
Getting by on drugs of wonder and that good ol’ rock n’ roll.
I wished I would have hugged and kissed a lot more.
It’s kinda too late when death is knocking at your door.
I know I will be ok, I am sure I will wind up in good hands.
Wishing away the negative karma in the oceans sands.
Sure wish I would have smiled and laughed when I had the chance.
Letting go of the negative past and holding my head high, my final stance.
If you're here for me, I’m not quite ready but I will take your lead.
Heaven, Hell, the earthly plan, replant the spiritual seed.