TO BE HONEST WITH THYSELF

I compose these unspoken words to describe the feelings of being hurt and abandon and alone and afraid, as these feelings come from the heart breaks of love that sometimes become lingering memories of a past to hard to be forgotten. Yet through the process of suffering and heartaches and tears, as these feelings are from another person's misconception of not having the ability to understand, what is truly love from the heart and soul as it carries a vibe that can't be explain by merely words. We sometimes think subconsciously that we have moved pass the adversity of love, yet what have we really done to ease the pain that screams within the depth of our heart and soul and mind. For have we done enough to break the chains that once bound us to another? For have we truly heal from within the depth of our own heart and mind, or do the feelings still grabs at the very core of our subconsciousness reaching deep within the depth of our soul of souls? For have we gotten to the point of no longer questioning everything about ourselves, or do we still continue to blame oneself for being so blinded by this situation that has completely changed us? For I say all that to say this with love and honor and respect, for we all have scars that can't be seen and heard yet it is those struggles, that will make or break you sometimes  leaving you feeling even more abandon and alone and afraid. So my advice to you before you decide to start another relationship, be able to deal with the process of your own hurt and pain. For if you haven't done that it's not a good thing to start a new relationship with a new chapter in your life, for you are only bringing baggage from the past into the depth of the relationship as that isn't fair to another person, who truly wants to love you mentally and physically and emotionally and spiritually.