Fairy tales

All the most beautiful fairy tales
You wrote them for me
You smelled like cut flowers
And made me feel like a child
Everything new and exciting
I just shudder
Whenever I feel you next to me
But without any shame
you knocked me down
And in four walls
locked me up
I'm still looking at that place
Where you stood in past
At least you used to regret it
Do you want to live without me now?
Should I have other dreams,
not ours
When you enter at night
Like everyone who sins
You smile at me like you did
Does your every look know,
Is it called happiness
I know all sorrows hurt
And all defeats
But this one isn't after you yet
More tears
When I remind myself
I can still feel you under my skin