TESTING OF YOUR HEART

Something for the depth of the heart and soul and mind, for why is it that we have to change who we are to fit in a relationship that judges you, upon ones appearance yet they still don't understand the concept of the depth of your heart and soul nor the subconsciousness of your mind. For even though you try to hide from the hurt and pain along with the suffering, you decide to continue with the process of the relationship, even when you don't see any changes being made on their part. For how much more are you willing to justify there senseless actions, that they don't truly love you unconditionally as in heart and soul. For ask thyself why do you ignore the brightness of the colors you see through your eyes, for ask thyself why do you ignore the deepness of your own hurt that seems to reach, within your gut as it goes deeper than words can express. For don't you believe that you deserve better than what you ain't getting, from a relationship that isn't feeding you mentally and physically and emotionally and spiritually. For it is definitely necessary to reconnect with thyself for confusion is a double edge sword, that cuts you leaving scars that sometimes doesn't heal leaving behind a trail of dishonesty and distrust and disloyalty and betrayal. For it is during those times when you get caught up in the moments, as you slowly begin to self reflect on the situation that makes you wonder through the deepness within your own heart and unlocking your subconsciousness. For why am I treating thyself as though I am worth nothing, for it is definitely plain and simple to see that your heart and soul belongs to you, as it is simply not true at all in a relationship that brings you down instead of building you up. For knowone deserves to be treated in this matter, when it concerns the depth of your own heart and soul for sometimes you gotta turn the page. For sometimes you even have to decide to burn the book, and just walk away from the situation so stop making excuses for someone else behavior, for  are you not worthy of love and honor and devotion and respect from a loving and caring relationship that brings you growth and development of oneself.