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I Still Believe

With respect to all of the members of DUP, I must apologize that I have been gone so long!
There have been so many Horrific and Incredibly Beautiful events I have experienced, that I wanted to check in and say to you all, I MISS YOU AND I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH!!
I will be back on as I can. I’m so worried about everything and Everyone, all the time.
I Believed in the beginning that , I could help our members try and keep up a positive outlook. Unfortunately, we as humans have flaws and faults; numerous issues every moment, every day.
IF any of you are anything like me, we have been through living hell.
I’m writing finally now that I can sign into my account, ( it’s taken over 2 months for myself to log in, without an error, either saying * I’m already logged in or that my account didn’t exist or my pen name, Lagertha, had already been taken, lol.
I have to laugh for just a moment, literally I MUST laugh. I had the worst day yesterday of my life, so far..knock on wood!
This one day, even though I couldn’t believe it, had topped the death of my sister Trish.)
I  tried to reach out to my friends. I couldn’t get ahold of anyone. I panicked, I became insecure. Not one person picked up their phone or read my messages. I kept flipping out, stressing myself sickly. I I know my true friends, the one’s who unconditionally love me are our there, somewhere. I’ll speak with them this morning. I know in my heart, I’ll be ok. Eventually.
I missed the human beings on this site. I gave it one last try.
Apologies by the way, to the WebMiss and Mods who have received an uncontrollable frustration weeks ago alerting them to the problem. Today they will be receiving an unfortunate rage message again about my account locking me out. Please, accept my sincere apologies .
We as DUP members have been through hell and back, together. We have laughed, cried, educated and loved each other. I thank you from the bottom of my deepest respect.
Thank you DUP, for on the one day I couldn’t talk to anyone about what has tragically altered my life, once again I have come home. I still believe.
Always peace my dear poets!
Elizabeth
Written by Lagertha (Elizabeth Grace)
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Author's Note
I know this is all about me and my Woes of today... please let me love you all back, when I can come back.... in the only way I know how... writing
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