what the hell is this shit?

 
the energy surges and I can't help but feel it
injected anger no it's where I shelter when I feel rejected
it's so hard to be seen as vulnerable
I don't like the feeling of being seen in the light
it makes me uncomfortable

I'm not religious in fact I can't stand that shit
but here it is I believe even the bible has some truths
so far skewed by inept interpreters people get confused

then you have the soft spoken bullshitters
who the hell you think you're kidding?
if my maker is like you I'm not having it

I look to the universes for answers
I feel connected by the very air around me
I think there is something outside of me that's as far as it goes