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Single Me

I am SINGLE me just I not we

How could it be, that the 2 of us together…day in day out… you know extremely close at night, wake to the dawn to always say

I AM SINGLE ME JUST I NOT WE

When I am out to dinner with that man, the one I wish was more than a friend… the bill comes and the conversation ends…. DAMN

I AM REALLY SINGLE JUST I NOT WE

It never fails when I walk in the club, like it needs to be announced “I Yell”

I AM SINGLE ME JUST I NOT WE

Then I meet that man through the smoke and dark thinking I am seeing sparks… grinning from the Hennessy – he tells me how sweet it could be… until the next morn when I discover he posses more aint gots than I can afford and aint got cant stay in my home, as I say thank him for a quick score and escort him to the door… I gladly say once more

I AM SINGLE ME JUST I NOT WE

Time and time again I say I am going… to make this man more than just a 9pm to 5am friend… you know getting real good loving friend… only because when I try to catch my breath from the frenzy at 3am the next morn he is bring me again to my ecstasy blinding me not to see that when the sun is bright and it is not night

I AM SINGLE ME JUST I NOT WE

You would think after 5 long years off and on temporarily sharing a home… he would turn to me and say baby I wish you would top singing that same old song

I AM SINGE ME JUST I NOT WE

Why is it now everywhere I go it is we, my child and me that I must see in a reflection of my presentation to the world, but in my heart there is no watch for he… because you see

I STILL AM SINGLE ME JUST I NOT WE

The man has come and gone my child is now damn near grown… I sit here all alone… does that mean that I have now grown to accept the fact that

I AM SINGLE ME JUST I NOT WE

For love I live, for eternal life I die, it is in knowing that with love I came thru the birth canal alone to be embraced by my parent’s arms. In the end it will be the same… many will say yes she was a good friend but alone I will lay in my grave knowing that my soul will be saved

I said all of that to say…

Everyday I know its okay to be

SINGLE ME JUST I NOT WE

06/05/2005
Myendlessluv
Written by Myendlessluv (MelRCold)
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Author's Note
This is a poem I wrote at the age of 35 not knowing I was at that time predicting my actual future. NONETHELESS - I love live and learn in love continually.
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