IT'S SO HARD TO TRUST

Through the cycles of your life stories, there will come a time when you put your heart and soul out there, as you take a leap of faith and trust someone. Base on trust and honor and devotion and respect, as you slowly begin to unlock the very core of your spiritual soul and heart. For it is through those life's experiences, when we are tested in so many ways yet there seems to be something, hiding behind the mask of honesty and truth and trust. For even though you love them with all your heart and soul, that feeling that grabs at the pit of your gut, screams within the depth of your subconsciousness clawing at your thoughts. For even as you slowly try to open up to them there in your heart, it aches with the most deepest pain as the hurt beats upon your chest, as the whispers of silent tears flow from your eyes. Yet when you see with your own eyes as you wept, the tears stains from upon your cheeks. You start to see through open eyes that you are short changing, thyself out of a real and rare kind of love that builds strength and courage to withstand the weight of the world. For why is it that some people don't really understand, what it feels like to be truly happy and in love with someone. For they say confession is good for the soul so this is my confession of my heart, who you  once trusted with your heart and soul. For they say when you see things more differently those things just doesn't add up, that is why it's so hard to even trust someone cause you will always learn something about them. For trust is a give and take kind of exchange, that takes commitment and consistency and communications, for without those elements of love and affection with understanding, you have no honesty and truth and trust as there is no love.