Fate

Did I choose my own fate?
Did I need something to hate?
Why did I relate
to this kind of bait?

The thoughts in my head
I wish you were dead
Those words never said
Actions not led

Try as I might
I didn't take flight
I knew what was right
I always said might

In the darkest night
always a fright
I needed the light
a beautiful sight

A protective cocoon
like still in my womb
The door opens...boom
I feel the doom

I control the emotion
with my devotion
Go through the motion
like layers of lotion

Damaged and needy
Emotionally greedy
Sometimes seedy
and a little bit weedy

Feeling erased
in an emotional haze
A thousand yard gaze
it must be a maze

My Hope's and dreams
to make the perfect team
Frayed at the seam
You know what I mean

Feel free to erase
my troublesome maze
He changed some of his ways
I won't forget those days...



Feel free to erase
My troublesome maze