jealous

You can’t stop me from being just a little bit jealous
Yeah, I know it’s hard to watch
I know it can be troubling
Seeing me drag the knife across my neck
But I want to separate this part from my heart
Cute girls in red dresses, pretty girls in red scarves
I’m going to decapitate that stupid bitch and use her face as a doormat
Don’t look at me,
I don’t want you to see me.
Don’t look at me because you won’t prefer me,
Yeah, I know I’m just a little bit jealous..

I can’t help that I’ve always been a little bit jealous, you know
My heart is a cute, beating, little thing
My heart has been stomped on and shattered like the mirror of my dreams
Maybe I just couldn’t understand how unfair it was that someone as beautiful as her could also be so much better than me
She’s better than me, I can’t look at her
She has short hair and a cute face and a mouth full of teeth, I can’t look at her
I have long hair like snakes, a crooked, broken smile, and a razor blade in my hand
I’m like Medusa, so don’t look at me
I hold the razor blade up to my eyes.
A single teardrop to cool the fire of my pain.
I wish people would understand just why I’m so jealous..

Being jealous never got a good girl anywhere
So that’s why bad girls always lose
The microphone has been cut, and the curtains have been drawn
Striking the performance of my gender.
All I ever wanted was to be reminded
Can you remind me who I really am?
I’m just being honest,
And if you look into my dark ugly eyes
You’re getting sleepy
Then maybe in your dreams, you can understand just why I’m so jealous..