sleepless nights and hopeless dreams
thoughts of death slip into my head
can't be left alone again
forcing me to take pills so i'm "happy"
but what is happy anyways?
they say they wanna die as a joke
they don't know us well then
suicidal thoughts are common with us
gabe, zach, aubri, helena
why not trust the weird ones?
they keep your secrets better than miss gossip girl does
are you okay they ask
really? you're asking now, after you notice i've been cutting?
what is wrong with some people
you tell them you need help and they say
you're fine so stop pretending
they never notice until it's too late
can you save me?
no. you can't be saved.
you are too dramatic
actors. always in character
that's low. pretending you are depressed? what a way to get attention..
my daily life makes me wonder why i still exist but no,
you still let me lose sleep because i can't handle life right now.
my only home is where people can read my feelings
laid bare on a page for all to see